SETTING OF THE STORY
Name: Wong Zhe Herng
Nickname: Guardian Angel
BirthDay: 8th September
Horoscope Sign: Virgo
Gender: Male
Nationality: Malaysian (Singapore PR)
Passions: Writing [Stories, Poems}, Reading, Listening to my Fav music, Singing, Fanboying [heh],
Appreciating everything existent on this plane of life-etc., just pondering about stuff I like,
making people happy..., maybe drawing too, Anime I like and watching drama or random crap related
to stuff I like [k-pop groups...XD].
Likes: People. Especially those with great personalities. Good food, games, having fun. Books, nice poems,
music I like. Relaxing, singing well, good ideals. a person who's character is one that I can totally respect
in one way or another... Feeling good, and inspired/hyped up. Doing something good. Enjoying myself.
Appreciating what I have. Excelling/achieving success... A good game of chess,etc. Funny, cheering stuff. Anime.
And living in my own reality [hoping, dreaming]. [K-pop groups? Heh heh] AND FF!!! FINAL FANTASY!!!! Hell Yeah!
Dislikes: Dreaded things, too many tests and projects, procrastinating, feeling betrayed or let down/disappointed.
and there's just the things I don't like about myself... Feeling angry, holding grudges. Letting others down. Feeling
anxious, sad, etc. People. Certain kind of people... Many other crap.etc.etc.etc.
Dreaming/Hoping for:
1)To escape reality
2)Good results in my endeavors
3)A life XD
4)Skillz [in things like studies, knowledge, sports, singing, etc.]
5)My many dreams to come true...
6)Some random freak accident where I actually become friends with my idols...
7)Abilities like being able to speak all languages and bend reality...etc.etc.etc.
8)If they actually fall for me. Or something. At least friends? *sigh* fail...
9)To be smooth and what [good-looking, with style-being cool, whatever]???
10)To be some imba singer? Like get enlisted in SM Town or something. Woah. Then again, refer to no.7. 1st point.
11)To become very fit very fast.
12)Crazy pro dancer? [eg.Eunhyuk-woah]
13)Stop worrying so much before I actually wear my soul out
14)World peace? Stop global warming? Technological advancement? Eco-friendly world? Yup.
15)Some famous writer-author & poet. Or some pro dancer/singer in english,kpop, chinese? Haiz
16)Ability to rap korean real fast and pro and make it sound right. And sing well in korean
17)Pro b-boy moves?
18)People to like me.
19)People to UNDERSTAND me.
20)More kpop and fanboying related dreams. Heh.
21)Successful?
22)Be a somebody. On this world. [and maybe in kpop...XD]
23)Be some kind of FF story director or something.
Dreams and hopes which actually have a chance of coming true
1)My favourite music [cds? anything related]
2)Anything with my fav groups inside....
3)Kpop idol photobooks. Hard. But still.
4)Doing moderately well in studies
5)Some electronics? [ipod touch?]
6)Good friends
7)Improve fitness
8)Improve singing
9)Improve my random freestyle anyhow crap in hopes of looking cool dancing
10)Continue being me [with all the emo, fanboying, poems...etc.]-should be the easiest?
11)Learn a bit more languages?
12)Stop procrastinating that much
13)People to like more Kpop? [bordering impossible/first group]
14)Find some free time-hard as well though
15)Enjoying myself/relaxing, a bit at least
16)Spreading the love for Kpop [SNSD, Kara, Suju...Hwaiting!]
17)More materialistic things? zzzz
5:03 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Many times now, I'm starting the title of my post with a phrase. That's got meaning of course.
Just that once...?
All I could only wish was just once. Hoping. Like all the world didn't matter anymore. Hard. Pain. Anything. For a chance. For my wishes. To reject this overbearing truth. For once.
To you. I gift myself.
And just once. I listened to Moon Hee Jun's TOY, and I'm hooked. Extremely nice song. And Moon Hee Jun was part of a 90's band, H.O.T. But now not singing much. But this song is great. Here we go.
Nice song. It's the kind of emo song, starts with an emo verse. Then strong chorus. Actually didn't think of him much as a singer. Now he's more of a host, MC. He's an MC on intimate note. And to some extent gagman. Then again many artistes are gagmen, for the fun of it. But its a nice song.
While on the other hand. Epik High's new album. The song Gift is also nice. Heh. Slow with a slightly classic tune. But with rap. As always. But nice mix.
Weighing me down you say? Took away my sense of gravity more like.
Gah. I feel tired. But the exams will come and go. Fast. And then I always lose my sense time. All present and time seem to fade away into inexistence. Doesn't make sense anyway.
Doesn't matter either.
I'm just like this.
Hoping to be able to compose some of my own music and lyrics. Songs. I wish. Anyone got good free music song composer softwares or something.
I tried writing lyrics with no music but impromptu. Why am I constantly not pleased? *sigh*
Gone. Hurts. Weathered away.
All gone.
Annyeong. My heart.
Your Guardian Angel
Zhe Herng
What's gone
Quote of the Post
I don't think there was a real beginning. Then, naught, a real end. They're nothing. Meaningless expressions of time.
