SETTING OF THE STORY
Name: Wong Zhe Herng
Nickname: Guardian Angel
BirthDay: 8th September
Horoscope Sign: Virgo
Gender: Male
Nationality: Malaysian (Singapore PR)
Passions: Writing [Stories, Poems}, Reading, Listening to my Fav music, Singing, Fanboying [heh],
Appreciating everything existent on this plane of life-etc., just pondering about stuff I like,
making people happy..., maybe drawing too, Anime I like and watching drama or random crap related
to stuff I like [k-pop groups...XD].
Likes: People. Especially those with great personalities. Good food, games, having fun. Books, nice poems,
music I like. Relaxing, singing well, good ideals. a person who's character is one that I can totally respect
in one way or another... Feeling good, and inspired/hyped up. Doing something good. Enjoying myself.
Appreciating what I have. Excelling/achieving success... A good game of chess,etc. Funny, cheering stuff. Anime.
And living in my own reality [hoping, dreaming]. [K-pop groups? Heh heh] AND FF!!! FINAL FANTASY!!!! Hell Yeah!
Dislikes: Dreaded things, too many tests and projects, procrastinating, feeling betrayed or let down/disappointed.
and there's just the things I don't like about myself... Feeling angry, holding grudges. Letting others down. Feeling
anxious, sad, etc. People. Certain kind of people... Many other crap.etc.etc.etc.
Dreaming/Hoping for:
1)To escape reality
2)Good results in my endeavors
3)A life XD
4)Skillz [in things like studies, knowledge, sports, singing, etc.]
5)My many dreams to come true...
6)Some random freak accident where I actually become friends with my idols...
7)Abilities like being able to speak all languages and bend reality...etc.etc.etc.
8)If they actually fall for me. Or something. At least friends? *sigh* fail...
9)To be smooth and what [good-looking, with style-being cool, whatever]???
10)To be some imba singer? Like get enlisted in SM Town or something. Woah. Then again, refer to no.7. 1st point.
11)To become very fit very fast.
12)Crazy pro dancer? [eg.Eunhyuk-woah]
13)Stop worrying so much before I actually wear my soul out
14)World peace? Stop global warming? Technological advancement? Eco-friendly world? Yup.
15)Some famous writer-author & poet. Or some pro dancer/singer in english,kpop, chinese? Haiz
16)Ability to rap korean real fast and pro and make it sound right. And sing well in korean
17)Pro b-boy moves?
18)People to like me.
19)People to UNDERSTAND me.
20)More kpop and fanboying related dreams. Heh.
21)Successful?
22)Be a somebody. On this world. [and maybe in kpop...XD]
23)Be some kind of FF story director or something.
Dreams and hopes which actually have a chance of coming true
1)My favourite music [cds? anything related]
2)Anything with my fav groups inside....
3)Kpop idol photobooks. Hard. But still.
4)Doing moderately well in studies
5)Some electronics? [ipod touch?]
6)Good friends
7)Improve fitness
8)Improve singing
9)Improve my random freestyle anyhow crap in hopes of looking cool dancing
10)Continue being me [with all the emo, fanboying, poems...etc.]-should be the easiest?
11)Learn a bit more languages?
12)Stop procrastinating that much
13)People to like more Kpop? [bordering impossible/first group]
14)Find some free time-hard as well though
15)Enjoying myself/relaxing, a bit at least
16)Spreading the love for Kpop [SNSD, Kara, Suju...Hwaiting!]
17)More materialistic things? zzzz
7:16 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Slipstream. I really wanna enter that, and place myself past this space-time period. Pseudo space transport myself. Rip a hole and get out of here. Warping this plane/dimension. Whatever. warping space-time. Just out of here.
Before I tear myself apart. Heh.
Conscience. I really wonder what will happen to that. Placed under different situations, eg. loss of functional body host. And when I mess around with reality. This shifting dimension. With no fully stable equilibrium. Never.
Won't happen. Just like many other things. Just won't happen.
And I'll just keep thinking. So, anyways, should I pick up some astrophysics and learn some concepts? Like quantum mechanics? Nah, not now.
I will constantly tell myself to mug now. Really now, so I can pull up my grades. Cause like my math sucks, my history not so good. My malay is now a total fail. I didn't fail, but there goes my 4.0 Cause my cikgu really isn't that good a teacher. i wish cikgu hafizah was back. T.T There goes my grades. And want to improve history, math, chinese [always], my science as a whole. And now malay. Retain geog, english want to improve. Then again I want to improve as much as I can. All subjects.
Haiz. Ranting. Will write a poem soon though. And I want to compose a song, but my music really isn't good. Man, some nice tune, and I'll figure some lyrics. Got ideas for tunes, but my memory and background knowledge and foundation fails. So no deal.
Though now I got something to look forward to tomorrow. Dong Chan's getting me my CDs. Heh heh. Joy. Now I also can suan people. I got the Kara album not released to Asia yet. Heh. Yeah. But I really hope its the special edition or something though. As long as there is that photobook. Hopefully. That will make my week.
Kamsamnida!
Sorry. Not really fanboying today. I know. I'm sad too. =.=
Okay, not much, so I'm out. Wish I could go into slipstream though. At least this miserable conscience of mine. Into slipstream.
Annyeong!
Your Guardian Angel
Zhe Herng
Slipping into slipstream[not]
Quote of the Post
Life never makes any sense. So do facts and science and proven theories. They make sense only because we think them to make sense. Nothing really does. Nothing.