SETTING OF THE STORY
Name: Wong Zhe Herng
Nickname: Guardian Angel
BirthDay: 8th September
Horoscope Sign: Virgo
Gender: Male
Nationality: Malaysian (Singapore PR)
Passions: Writing [Stories, Poems}, Reading, Listening to my Fav music, Singing, Fanboying [heh],
Appreciating everything existent on this plane of life-etc., just pondering about stuff I like,
making people happy..., maybe drawing too, Anime I like and watching drama or random crap related
to stuff I like [k-pop groups...XD].
Likes: People. Especially those with great personalities. Good food, games, having fun. Books, nice poems,
music I like. Relaxing, singing well, good ideals. a person who's character is one that I can totally respect
in one way or another... Feeling good, and inspired/hyped up. Doing something good. Enjoying myself.
Appreciating what I have. Excelling/achieving success... A good game of chess,etc. Funny, cheering stuff. Anime.
And living in my own reality [hoping, dreaming]. [K-pop groups? Heh heh] AND FF!!! FINAL FANTASY!!!! Hell Yeah!
Dislikes: Dreaded things, too many tests and projects, procrastinating, feeling betrayed or let down/disappointed.
and there's just the things I don't like about myself... Feeling angry, holding grudges. Letting others down. Feeling
anxious, sad, etc. People. Certain kind of people... Many other crap.etc.etc.etc.
Dreaming/Hoping for:
1)To escape reality
2)Good results in my endeavors
3)A life XD
4)Skillz [in things like studies, knowledge, sports, singing, etc.]
5)My many dreams to come true...
6)Some random freak accident where I actually become friends with my idols...
7)Abilities like being able to speak all languages and bend reality...etc.etc.etc.
8)If they actually fall for me. Or something. At least friends? *sigh* fail...
9)To be smooth and what [good-looking, with style-being cool, whatever]???
10)To be some imba singer? Like get enlisted in SM Town or something. Woah. Then again, refer to no.7. 1st point.
11)To become very fit very fast.
12)Crazy pro dancer? [eg.Eunhyuk-woah]
13)Stop worrying so much before I actually wear my soul out
14)World peace? Stop global warming? Technological advancement? Eco-friendly world? Yup.
15)Some famous writer-author & poet. Or some pro dancer/singer in english,kpop, chinese? Haiz
16)Ability to rap korean real fast and pro and make it sound right. And sing well in korean
17)Pro b-boy moves?
18)People to like me.
19)People to UNDERSTAND me.
20)More kpop and fanboying related dreams. Heh.
21)Successful?
22)Be a somebody. On this world. [and maybe in kpop...XD]
23)Be some kind of FF story director or something.
Dreams and hopes which actually have a chance of coming true
1)My favourite music [cds? anything related]
2)Anything with my fav groups inside....
3)Kpop idol photobooks. Hard. But still.
4)Doing moderately well in studies
5)Some electronics? [ipod touch?]
6)Good friends
7)Improve fitness
8)Improve singing
9)Improve my random freestyle anyhow crap in hopes of looking cool dancing
10)Continue being me [with all the emo, fanboying, poems...etc.]-should be the easiest?
11)Learn a bit more languages?
12)Stop procrastinating that much
13)People to like more Kpop? [bordering impossible/first group]
14)Find some free time-hard as well though
15)Enjoying myself/relaxing, a bit at least
16)Spreading the love for Kpop [SNSD, Kara, Suju...Hwaiting!]
17)More materialistic things? zzzz
7:45 AM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Sometimes, what we really require is a leap of faith. Really, some trust and hope would be good. Sometimes, that's what we don't manage to get.
My sis just got a new laptop today. It's the Toshiba [same as mine] Satellite [different from mine]. It's pretty new, and sleek. Hmmm....
Tomorrow NPCC camp, I don't really care about how I feel about that now. But I should go to sleep earlier.
That means that I can't listen to loads of music [especially Kpop], watch documentaries [on discovery, nat geo and whatever else there is] like mythbusters, can't watch other programs [like animax, arirang, V, MTV and kbs world] and other stuff. That also means no more random com games and read up others blogs, edit mine, read up on the latest kpop news. Watch random kpop stuff, overload my com with anime like Bleach and Fullmetal Alchemist etc. And read manga.
But on the very least, I'm not dying through the many countless methods that exists by either other humans, accidents and dear mother nature. Whee.
We still have our feet, so we can at least still continue walking forward.
So I won't whine. At least, try not to.
Sad, I just started on Fullmetal yesterday, but I'm on ep 30. Still have 21 more to go, and the unfinished episodes of the second season. Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. Hmmm... One word? Maybe something like "truth". It does so well in bringing out the truth of our human nature. And maybe something like cool and awesome.
It's a good series. But they don't really go easy on the murder, blood, the bit of gore, and gruesome stuff. Like imploding one's body from the inside, and leaving just an exploded splat of blood on the wall. Bleh. And here, too many good die young/unfairly. Innocent+unfair death=disgusting+sad. But don't let that put you off.
Bye then. See you soon. I hope.
Hey, what am I complaining about again?
And I'm listening to A Boy by G-Dragon again. Catchy.
Annyeong.
Quote of the Post
My own falter and hesitation, they stopped me from accomplishing my goal. But that saved my soul.
