My HeartSoul

SETTING OF THE STORY

Name: Wong Zhe Herng
Nickname: Guardian Angel
BirthDay: 8th September
Horoscope Sign: Virgo
Gender: Male
Nationality: Malaysian (Singapore PR)

Passions: Writing [Stories, Poems}, Reading, Listening to my Fav music, Singing, Fanboying [heh], Appreciating everything existent on this plane of life-etc., just pondering about stuff I like, making people happy..., maybe drawing too, Anime I like and watching drama or random crap related to stuff I like [k-pop groups...XD].

Likes: People. Especially those with great personalities. Good food, games, having fun. Books, nice poems, music I like. Relaxing, singing well, good ideals. a person who's character is one that I can totally respect in one way or another... Feeling good, and inspired/hyped up. Doing something good. Enjoying myself. Appreciating what I have. Excelling/achieving success... A good game of chess,etc. Funny, cheering stuff. Anime. And living in my own reality [hoping, dreaming]. [K-pop groups? Heh heh] AND FF!!! FINAL FANTASY!!!! Hell Yeah!

Dislikes: Dreaded things, too many tests and projects, procrastinating, feeling betrayed or let down/disappointed. and there's just the things I don't like about myself... Feeling angry, holding grudges. Letting others down. Feeling anxious, sad, etc. People. Certain kind of people... Many other crap.etc.etc.etc.

Dreaming/Hoping for:
1)To escape reality
2)Good results in my endeavors
3)A life XD
4)Skillz [in things like studies, knowledge, sports, singing, etc.]
5)My many dreams to come true...
6)Some random freak accident where I actually become friends with my idols...
7)Abilities like being able to speak all languages and bend reality...etc.etc.etc.
8)If they actually fall for me. Or something. At least friends? *sigh* fail...
9)To be smooth and what [good-looking, with style-being cool, whatever]???
10)To be some imba singer? Like get enlisted in SM Town or something. Woah. Then again, refer to no.7. 1st point.
11)To become very fit very fast.
12)Crazy pro dancer? [eg.Eunhyuk-woah]
13)Stop worrying so much before I actually wear my soul out
14)World peace? Stop global warming? Technological advancement? Eco-friendly world? Yup.
15)Some famous writer-author & poet. Or some pro dancer/singer in english,kpop, chinese? Haiz
16)Ability to rap korean real fast and pro and make it sound right. And sing well in korean
17)Pro b-boy moves?
18)People to like me.
19)People to UNDERSTAND me.
20)More kpop and fanboying related dreams. Heh.
21)Successful?
22)Be a somebody. On this world. [and maybe in kpop...XD]

23)Be some kind of FF story director or something. Dreams and hopes which actually have a chance of coming true

1)My favourite music [cds? anything related]
2)Anything with my fav groups inside....
3)Kpop idol photobooks. Hard. But still.
4)Doing moderately well in studies
5)Some electronics? [ipod touch?]
6)Good friends
7)Improve fitness
8)Improve singing
9)Improve my random freestyle anyhow crap in hopes of looking cool dancing
10)Continue being me [with all the emo, fanboying, poems...etc.]-should be the easiest?
11)Learn a bit more languages?
12)Stop procrastinating that much
13)People to like more Kpop? [bordering impossible/first group]
14)Find some free time-hard as well though
15)Enjoying myself/relaxing, a bit at least
16)Spreading the love for Kpop [SNSD, Kara, Suju...Hwaiting!]
17)More materialistic things? zzzz

3:43 AM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

So, goodbyes up next. And for everyone. Good luck. Miss you. Keep in touch. Goodbye. That sort of stuff. This goes out to all those people who's been by my side or close enough, those of you who're walking down some different road.

Now I sound like a hen-pecked mother, or some sort of singer with a dedication. I prefer the latter. Good training for my future career. Maybe. At least some practice for my passion of singing.

Time to pick out my own road too. Or well, one of the small paths. This is quite the small scale.

Time just won't revert back.

So do our decisions.

And don't tell me about bending the 4th dimension, the time fabric. So tell me. If we were able to go back in the past or future, then it would already have happened. Already decided. Ah, paradoxes. But paradoxes only exist if you assume there are no parallel universes. Infinite number of them.

But I'm not gonna be able to figure this out. I'm not scientist, or a genius. Not a theoretical scientist, or a astrophysicist. So never mind.

Using slang here, I'm gonna go with the flow. And even if I can go back, I'm just gonna mess up the past. But that means that it would already have happened. Ah, never mind.

Ok. Back to something more simple. I've got more free time now, so watching and reading anime. And trying to get to writing poems and my book. Anyone here who's got contacts with authorised publishers and editors, mind passing me the contacts? Or if you have any way to help me with publishing, just drop a message or something. Appreciate your help.

And some more random stuff. Just started on Combat Arms. I think its pretty similar to a mix of Halo and Counterstrike. And some Gunz. It's fun, and more importantly, easier than Gunz. K-styling and stuff like that. On a side note. Duranka's imba. 30:7 lol. That was crap for me.

I'm a constant lagger on the com.

It's also time to put in my subject combination for sec 3. Geo his chem phy.

And some kpop fanboying?

Heh.

Personally, his hair style's kinda not very nice. Ok, honestly, it's crap.

Like some/most G-dragon/Big Bang songs, it kinda grows on you. The singing is weird. So is the MV, but the tune is quite catchy. Oh, and if you stop somewhere around 2:22, you will randomly see Yoona's face at the top left corner of the crying robot ace thingy. Just above the eye.

Random.

But appreciated all the same. Since its SNSD.

Heh.

I must be real mad about those girls.

Well, that's one reason for my Fanboyism.

Oh, and have I mentioned how cool Mythbusters is?

And ending off with a special note to my class CEC. WHERE AND WHEN IS OUR CLASS OUTING??!??!

Okay, more loud than special. But you get the point.

Annyeong

Your Guardian Angel

Zhe Herng

Goodbye

Quote of the Post

When you get tired of the long winding road which you took to your destination, sometimes, its possible, you cut your own road and shortcut.